Blissfull-Thinking

Life is strange, life is weird. You win some you loss some. People come, Then they go. Partially your own fault, When you can't keep those bonds. Seasons change, A year go's by So many things Pass us by. Sometimes I love life, Sometimes I want to run away. Make new friends, And shove them all away. I don't know how to get close. I'll guess I'll learn one day.

Right now I feel so alone I just want to hear your voice but I can't and it makes me sad I knowit's petty but I can't help it This situation is really difficult I just really crave your attention hearing your voice makes me happy little assurances of happiness and love I am very understanding of the situation but sometimes I just need to be selfish selfish of your attention, of you is it alot to ask for just that? I realize now that I am being envious my possessiveness is getting the better of me I miss how we use to talk at every chance now its just  the occasional short conversation.

10:40 03 September 2013 The #9 Bus Portland, Oregon USA He was reading. Like it was the most normal thing in the world. Piles of white copy paper bound together; bold black print. Like it was normal. But how could it be normal? Dark brown eyes and hair; a face thousands of people would recognize instantly: how could he act so normal? Sitting on the bus, near the door, reading: like it was the most average day, like it was the most normal thing: like he was normal, like he was average. And no one bothered him. No one stared. No one gaped. This was normal. Mostly, I’d like to think that I was normal, too. Except that I, alone, was

Silence is nothing without you. Warmth is difficult to find When you fear what your touch Will bring. I have never been afraid to Love you, Nor ever will I be. It's okay to be scared, Sometimes. Sometimes, It's not. No matter which is true For you, For us, I will never be afraid To tell you...              ..."You have been the best choice that I've made."

”I’m a little dream…. …All the bigger dreams pick on me and laugh… …All beacuse I am a little dream…” “They laugh when I attempt to make people dream about me… ..When I do… They laugh and say… We can Get fifty people to dream us” “one day I decided.. I’m going to become a big dream… I will let them dream what they wish.. …And create there own world a world of there…. …..Desires….” “I will Become a big dream … …a bigger dream then any…” “I Will Become T

I counted to three and Jamie and I stepped off. I held onto her hand and extended my wings, slowing us down. She hesitantly stretched her wings and started flapping. I pointed out that if she could make it to the city then she could make it a couple blocks away without problem, and then we were off. The flight was peaceful, no banter, just the rush of the wind and my thoughts. I wondered how I had adjusted so fast. Like Jamie, I had been newly thrust into this world but unlike Jamie I seemed to fit in perfectly, even after only a few days. I had always been quick to adapt to things, so I guess it was normal. But even with that, I couldn't p

I'm reaching out with my hands Expecting you my love to embrace me, But when I close my hand and see that you Have not yet grasped on, It hurts. With every time I open my hand To this painful empty feeling, It tears this hole in my heart open Letting it fill in with sadness, And letting it become deeper. So I let my nails grow out Not expecting for anyone to latch on, Continuing to grasp this desolate air I find my self falling down in despair, But then I see you reaching out To grab my lonely hand out from the dark, But alas I cut you, I lost the sense of caring, My nails and my heart, Have become too sharp for this hand

Acid Rain Living life this way. Losing myself day by day. I had always clung to one hope, that you would be my safety rope. I thought you would stay by my side and I could just go along for the ride. But today I learned what it is to feel real pain. Feeling real pain is like standing in acid rain. That acid rain dissolved my heart as soon as you said we had to part. What is done is done and we had our fun. I loved and trusted you but after all this acid rain you put me through, all I can stand to do is cry and tell you goodbye.

so sad, what happen today, so sad it had to end this way, it was a mistake, it was a slip and fall, it was just a way to end it all, you knew you never should of wore that dress, but you did, and now I can’t stand, to tell the rest, rest in peace my beauty, I will always love you,